I don't want to be just a memory
Fellow Berlin queer community members together mourn the loss of their dead friends due to substance abuse and mental health crisis (and the loss of urban safe spaces in general) by sharing a few personal materials, stories and honest criticism about the club/nightlife scene. Resembling glowing-in-the-dark fungi such as Panellus stipticus, they transform dead bodies and memories into a collective structure that sustains future living – radiating the light together as a network of support and care.
Director: Sarnt Utamachote
Writer: Sarnt Utamachote, Kareem Baholzer
Country: Germany, 2024
Language: English, Spanish
Subtitle: English, German
Duration: 20 min